Don’t say who they are.

1. It has been, like I don’t know, 9 years? 10 years? I have no idea where you are right now (probably somewhere in Australia) and how your family is and how you doin, but man, I’m sorry I wasnt there for you after your mom passed. I was a selfish loony who cared about nothing but my own convenience, and I know how hard it was to make friends in an alien country, but man, I’m sorry. I suck.

2. Dude, we have been through a whole lot of shit together back in the days, and now you’re a clever manipulator. I’m sure you’ll end up stinking rich in the future as  some sales person in a car place with your deceit. I’m not saying it’s a bad thing. You make it into something that works for you so that’s cool. You are probably in the UK now.

3. HAHAHAHAHAHA AWWWWWWW MAN Sorry I barged into your house without any notice 6 years ago, after like, since we met as kids. At that point I just had to, y’know? I mean c’mon, we were close! But not anymore though LOL Much luck in life

4. I wish I knew you a lot sooner before you… left Earth. Heck, you were the cousin I never really got to know better and we went to the same school in primary and we coulda been hanging out and doing shit back then when you were… functioning. May Allah bless your soul.

5. Geez, it’s kinda creepy how you pop up in my dreams sometimes for our conversations. I didnt even know you smoked Hahahahahaha! Well, I miss you, man. Hope heaven’s doing well for you. After all, you saved a lot of lives, detective. And I’m proud, we’ve always been on good terms. Although I wish you gave Bill a break back then LOL

6. Dude, a lot of people see you as a loser right now, but man, you thought me everything I know that has everything to do with self-integrity. “Don’t surrender to the power”. That’s what you thought me. I guess I never told you this when we were too busy spending the old days with the stereo listening to Sabbath was because you came off high (or wasted) all the time and I didnt really want to intimidate you. Especially with a weapon in hand.

7. I guess it was none of our faults when what happened, happened. We just saw things differently. I needed something. You needed something. But I guess we just didn’t really see it, y’know? And I can’t just stand around doing nothing forever. So, here’s my path, and I hope you’ll do well with yours.

8. Don’t worry, man. Being gay isnt a bad thing. You are who you are, and if it makes you happy, stick with it. Screw everyone else. Enjoy YOUR life, and live it as YOU want it. There will be bumps a long the way, but hey, fight for your road.

9. I remember when everyone picked on you ‘cuz you were different. I know it wasnt cool. But hey, things went well, right? We were able to hang out with Nick and company after you got out of that Hell-hole. I hope you’re doing fine and all. Regards to your foster parents. Hope they’re doing swell too :D

10. I don’t know what the heck happened to you, but I couldn’t bare to watch. Call me a coward, but my patience hit a point where I couldn’t just sit there anymore, lying over and over again about how I’m okay with everything. But I’m too lazy to convince the rights from the wrongs ‘cuz I’ve tried helping people like you (almost like you) already and I have failed and paid dearly for it with guilt, and I have despised myself for this failure.